The Last Supper
I'm leaving my home tomorrow. Technically, I'm not going to Singapore tomorrow, I'll only be going to Singapore on the 23rd. Tomorrow, I'll be staying a night at my grandparents', then leave for Singapore the next morning. Still, I think the statement I'm leaving home will suffice to describe what I've been feeling for this past week mainly.
Many people are treating me like I'm leaving forever. It's annoying. Sure, I'm not sure if I'll have the chance to come back, since things do happen, but I think my parents will make sure I come back. And all my friends too. Oh and I don't think I'll come back because I can't adapt there. In my mind, that is the loser attitude. So I think in the beginning, I'll go whining and all that, but I'll stick it till the end, just like how I stuck out to the end here. I made the choice after all. So no matter how bad it is, I'll make it good. I think I can handle that now, thanks to some people's help.
There are certain people who have made impacts in my life for these past years. Unfortunately, academical teachers can hardly ever make it on to the list. Even if they're on the list, it's not because of their teaching of a certain subject. It's some other role which they play in my life. So if you think you're not an academic teacher to me, there's a high chance you're on the list. And of course, some friends are on the list too. I'm not divulging the list, though some day I might acknowledge all of your doings (well I already did that to some).
Mum is cooking all my favorite food. Good. Food in Singapore is terrible. But really, it makes it feel like it's my last dinner, which brings me to the thought of 'The Last Supper' by Leonardo da Vinci. That is so emotional. Left my tennis coach without a proper goodbye, left my skating coach last Friday, left my ballet teachers last last week, left my erhu teacher today. Most of them are asking me to go see them or text them if I want to have lessons when I come back for holidays. Thank you so much, for all you've taught me.
On a different note, I had just been lazing about this holiday. I really can't be bothered to do anything much. I only just finished packing. Well not really finished, but I'm mostly done, after much procrastination.
I don't celebrate Christmas, so nothing to anticipate. Gifts from few people, thanks Molly (even though I don't know yet what you gifted me) and Audrey (good luck in Australia). Though pre hexmas has been quite fun. Pity my time is not controlled mostly by me now. Not much liberty left. Ah well I'll get used to it I suppose. Or I hope so.
Many people are treating me like I'm leaving forever. It's annoying. Sure, I'm not sure if I'll have the chance to come back, since things do happen, but I think my parents will make sure I come back. And all my friends too. Oh and I don't think I'll come back because I can't adapt there. In my mind, that is the loser attitude. So I think in the beginning, I'll go whining and all that, but I'll stick it till the end, just like how I stuck out to the end here. I made the choice after all. So no matter how bad it is, I'll make it good. I think I can handle that now, thanks to some people's help.
There are certain people who have made impacts in my life for these past years. Unfortunately, academical teachers can hardly ever make it on to the list. Even if they're on the list, it's not because of their teaching of a certain subject. It's some other role which they play in my life. So if you think you're not an academic teacher to me, there's a high chance you're on the list. And of course, some friends are on the list too. I'm not divulging the list, though some day I might acknowledge all of your doings (well I already did that to some).
Mum is cooking all my favorite food. Good. Food in Singapore is terrible. But really, it makes it feel like it's my last dinner, which brings me to the thought of 'The Last Supper' by Leonardo da Vinci. That is so emotional. Left my tennis coach without a proper goodbye, left my skating coach last Friday, left my ballet teachers last last week, left my erhu teacher today. Most of them are asking me to go see them or text them if I want to have lessons when I come back for holidays. Thank you so much, for all you've taught me.
On a different note, I had just been lazing about this holiday. I really can't be bothered to do anything much. I only just finished packing. Well not really finished, but I'm mostly done, after much procrastination.
I don't celebrate Christmas, so nothing to anticipate. Gifts from few people, thanks Molly (even though I don't know yet what you gifted me) and Audrey (good luck in Australia). Though pre hexmas has been quite fun. Pity my time is not controlled mostly by me now. Not much liberty left. Ah well I'll get used to it I suppose. Or I hope so.
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